Residential

So I got out of the hospital/inpatient yesterday now I'm at a residential place so having a blast woahhh. It really isn't that bad :) I'm trying to adjust to all the freedoms. But I'm living one day at time.

Treatment

So I'm going tomorrow!

I went today, and they told me to go home and pack so here goes nothing. Hopefully will sleep tonight. Maybe?

Wish me luck.

Miss you guys. :(

My Future/Treatment.

Well I'm sorry I haven't been around for such a loonnngg time.

I have been at summer camp, well working there. Let's just say it was way to stressfull because I am HOME. Wonderful really.

Basically my eating disorder is out of control.

And today I am calling for my intake evaluation. Looking forward to it so much. Mostly just freaking out. I'm not ready but I am. I need this. And actually want to get put inpatient. Which may seem really silly but I need it so badly. I am ready for this.

I will update you all on what happens... Hopefully I will call at 9. So after that my future should maybe have a direction. I am not really all that sure.