Anticipations

Now I know I shouldn't think bad things will happen but I still anticipate bad things to happen. I guess that's just another of my negative qualities.

Anyway I'm worried about going back to school...I'm excitied too don't get me wrong :) But the nerves are getting to be, I will make a list because it helps me:

1. Worried about leaving my home therapist (I don't really trust my new ones)
2. Not having my mom when I have a nightmare
3. Paying for everything myself
4. School work
5. Eating
6. Behaviors resulting from eating
7. My new therapist who thinks the only way to get better is a hospitilaztion...
8. My boss
9. My job (in general)

I better stop now I'm getting freaked out...