Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Just that Blah Feeling

Feeling the need to write...

I don't know, the past few days I have felt super strong but for some reason I'm not feeling that way now. I'm not sure what triggered me or what? But my feelings are just blahh and all over the place :(  I have had flashbacks and I can't even remember the last time that happened it's super hard on me it makes me stress!!! And stress is bringing me behaviors, and that brings me relief...temporarily I know. Humm... I want my therapist. I feel weird saying that but I need her. Only 3 more days I can do it! Friday come soon!!!

I want recovery more than anything but can't seem to have the motivation

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