In less then 72 hours...

So I'm completely and utterly freaking out about my appointment with my psychiatrist on Monday.  First speaking to a complete stranger about my deepest and darkest thoughts scares me. Secondly, I know the doctor is a guy. I don't to well with males. I don't know what gender the nurse will be I'm praying it will be a girl. If not I may freak out! Luckily my therapist will be joining me but still...And least were getting lunch afterward on positive...